Journal update post : take the good with the bad I'm still scared

Oh it's been hell lately we had to cats die of cancer jonnsy and coony then yoda a blockade of some kind gray not sure after that the same night yoda died my bunny died I was devastated I told hayley no more pets inless they need help and could die outside more likely without our help I just could not let more in right now but before this happened she brought in a mom and her 4 babys now I worry they will die to they seem ok for now but I'm paranoid cause it got worse yet after the bunny but first I thoght it was odd when she brought nala in with radishes in the box for her to eat but pased it off as nala being ok and I got rid of them well after she passed I looked it up radishes are to azidic for rabbits it can kill them so that may have been what killed her or she was so sad about yodas passing she died from it they were close still it hurt so bad then paul has brought a stray in a few weeks before all this happened with a nasty sore in it's side we qorented it started to get the wound healed he came out of qouranten fine healed up fine. It just died on us sudenly his name was meko mite be spelli.g that wrong . Then snoppy died we know earlier this year he was not going to make it pased this summer he was very old and sickly but with meko dieing his baby cat he recued and anoppy his dog so soon together it upset paul badly I just couldn't talk about it it all hurt so bad . Nippwr is mothering the 4 kittens caring them to the food boul the mother has weend them to soon so we're giving the cat formual and stuff to help them gane wight or keep it on them the mom is grumper than nipper and that's saying a lot lol but there names are purple coler they look to much alike so we had to do color code thing but purple is ginny green no sParkes poky green with sparkles is yamka link is azy and mom is mlica also were keeping and eye on casy and chucky they just started to lose weight and get sickly a few weeks ago but we dicovered they had diarea we have stoped it and are giving exstra food supliments to help them gane weight to there doing much better but please keep them in your prayers ty hugs hayleys doing well in school me and paul are back together as a cuple he's treating me much better and he may have a new job right down the st. I hope he gets it. It will take us time to get over our loses its not been a good summsr for us infact it's been the werst summer ever loseing kira the pets gaing hayley and some pets it's had some good and a lot of bad but will make it through some how plase pray for us we could use some happiness to come our way here are pictures of thoughs we have pictures of and us and momma and kittens

In remembrance . To the ones that have passed away more recently and don't have a memorial we love u always and miss u so much pictures